Why just tell me why

On Thursday I woke up to the shock of my lifetime. One would think checking your email would not bring you the most horrible news you could ever imagine. Alas for me it does. Finally after at least a week of not sleeping well; I wake up do my usual online routine. I get around to checking my e-mail. Wow was that a mistake. I learned that my 1st cousin committed suicide. I have been remiss from the family since my move here. The occasional email from some family and friends back home. Since I learned this news I have myself been very depressed. (don't worry not going to off myself) I just wonder what frame of mind does one need to be in to do this. I wonder why if he had threatened this many times (again which I was unaware of) no one did any thing about it. I do however believe he now realizes that this was not the thing to do and has to work out his issues on the other side. I in no way advocate this behavior if you know someone with symptoms relating to suicide please get them help HERE



There is nothing I can do to help him now he is gone but if someone out there can benefit from this that's my biggest hope check out the links help someone you love from doing something so irreversible
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